Posted on February 3, 2009 by benjamin67
Yesterday, I met with a friend that I had not spoken to because of an argument. He had told me over a year ago that he was sorry, but I was not ready to hear it. I probably “accepted” his apology at the time. But my hope was that I would [...]
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Posted on January 23, 2009 by benjamin67
Who said the end of the world would not be fun.
According to people at my parents’ church, Barack Obama is the anti-Christ. Thank goodness! All of the other anti-Christs from my childhood were so mean. Henry Kissinger was kind of grumpy. Nixon was too evil. Clinton was too messy (especially on blue dresses). Michael Jackson [...]
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Posted on November 28, 2008 by benjamin67
I have no profound insights. Our Thanksgiving was OK. We have no family in the area, so it was just the three of us. We went to Clyde’s for lunch and saw the movie Madagascar 2.
Today we are having dinner with our friends. We will likely play Canasta late into the night.
About me: I am [...]
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Posted on June 2, 2008 by benjamin67
So yesterday afternoon we were going to celebrate Jenn’s birthday since on her real B-day we are going to be at the clinic all day. Then we remembered, we had a membership meeting that we had to attend at our new church. Normally, I would not have rushed into membership. But since Jenn is on [...]
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Posted on May 27, 2008 by benjamin67
I want noodle salad. Watch the clip and you will understand.
At my old church, I attended a Men’s retreat. We were in small groups and the leader asked everyone to share the greatest moment of their lives. Without exception, all of them said, the birth of their child. That my friend [...]
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Posted on May 17, 2008 by benjamin67
The Fam and I went out to dinner with some friends from our old church. They felt the need to tell Jenn and me how awful the new music director is.
It was my hope that I had “moved on” since leaving Floris. But their comments lanced a hidden boil in my soul. It just [...]
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Posted on May 8, 2008 by benjamin67
I have always been a square peg in the round hole of faith. If I lived 1000 years ago I would be burned at the stake. That is OK, I like barbeque.
Yesterday I got an email from a customer who works at a Christian University in Lakeland Florida (yes, that one). She was asking for [...]
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The Stranger
Billy Joel had a song in the 70’s about the stranger. The Basic idea is that we all have an alter ego that no one would recognize.
And while I have a dark side like everyone else, I find that a Ben Folds Five song resonates more with me, The Best Imitation of Myself. The [...]
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